Can someone please acknowledge that I exist like right now??
-political pay outs
-talking to ex’s
-people being rude
-the Republican Party
-lack of mental health awareness
-not being politically correct
-and with that the misuse “retard”
-being told my “limits”
-how unfair life is (wah, I know)
-not being given a chance to speak
AND SO MUCH MORE.
Today has literally been one of the worsts, just in case that wasn’t evident by the fact that this is my 2nd text post within 1 hour. It’s hard to be me. Someone teach me how to be better.
I need to end everything a say/write with “2 sensitive 4 u” because I’m basically the most sensitive person alive. And on top of that morality courses through my veins. And when I defend myself or feel like I’m not being listened to I say things that cut deeper than I even know. AND ON TOP OF ALL THAT I’M STILL LEARNING HOW TO COPE WITH LITERALLY EVERYTHING SO IT SEEMS LIKE I’M BEING AN ASSHOLE BUT I PROMISE IT’S ALL INNOCENT AND THAT I’M TRYING TO BE BETTER THAN WHAT I CURRENTLY AM AND THAT I’M NOT TAKING BREAKS I JUST GET WORN THIN SOMETIMES.